Days like this.

I love days when I wake up in the morning, & I get dressed & I just feel really good. It makes my day go by swiftly.

I’m realizing that everyone is t worth giving advice to. Some people just don’t change. I won’t bother waisting my precious time anymore.

Where do I see myself In 10 years?

Hmmmm, probably on the cover of a magazine. No just kidding, i ask myself that all the time & I KNOW where I’m going to be in 10 years, no doubt. I’ll be finishing up grad school on my way to starting my career as an anesthesiologist. Or a psychologist I haven’t decided yet. But sometimes I look at people with dead end jobs and wonder how can you except this lifestyle ? Not to be judgmental or anything but really. If I was broke, that would be my motivation for me to excel higher. I just cant live like that. All my life I have dreamed of being successful, its to the point now where I breathe and LIVE the words “ambition” and “aspirations”. I doubt that it will be easy but I’m willing to do what it takes to get there. You can tell me I will not succeed in life, because I KNOW I will. No if ands or buts about it.

I’ve been thinking bout you..

You knooww knowww knoww knowww.

My long post accidentally got deleted. . Grrrr.

I honestly feel bad for the DECENT boys who actually like me. My guard is up & I just don’t trust em. it’s sad because they could ACTUALLY have potential but I just don’t want to get hurt. The way I see it is in some shape or form boys are all the same. I don’t think I’m ready, & I probably won’t be til I know for sure that a boy is actually worth my time & effort. Until then I’ll remain fully armed guard up & all.

Titled : Redemption Year

I’m going to be a complete different person next year. New style new hair new everything. :))

My standards are high as FUCK now. I’ll never settle for less. So it’ll be a while until I have a boyfriend. Unless Mr. Perfect comes and sweeps me off my feet. Until then I’ll remain single . Most boys are simple minded & they have no goals in life, and are just full of it. Thats why I never really give them the time of day. They aren’t worth it. Someone who’s actually worth my time will come along eventually. In the meantime I’m just focusing on me & my education.

Girls never seize to amaze me.

it’s funny. The same girls who were in my face telling me we were cute are the same bitches that are in his face now. How fake can you be? But honestly I don’t feel like I’m missing out or like I lost shit. I’ve been there & had that. I let him go. No girl will EVER top me or what we had I can guarantee that. Y’all hoes can him.

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